NickAustin

****. Why is this bittersweet.

I don’t know if you’re even still around to read this, Nick but I want to get it out for the record. I’m not actually a 14 year old fanboy. I’m actually ‘Scholar of the Heavy Horse’ on the ‘other forum’.

I was never your friend. I know this’ll probably break your heart even more but I kind of **** ing hate you. I was the one who actually first contacted your sister and Cat and the like about your location. I don’t feel that bad about it to be honest, you made your bed long ago. (I was promised a piece of your ear but I’m kinda over it, I mean I don’t even have a fireplace to mount it over.)

Reading your possibly last messages however, my bleeding heart came through and I genuinely started to feel a little sad. It was genuinely a wonderful part of my day ragebaiting you, and it always felt you were somehow in on the joke.

I know for a fact I’ll never forgive you for the **** you did. I can understand it was heat of the moment for Isla or peer pressure on the NWS side, but that’s exactly why you should have owned up and faced those mistakes head on. You needed to be punished in someway for your actions. I hope against all odds you’re able to face these things you did and eventually find peace one day.

You need to face the music. I hope you’ve seen your family again, for your sake.

- Jake
Your Scholar of the Heavy Horse.
(I’ll keep looking for its secrets for both of us)

My glasses can turn into sunglasses automatically so I don’t have to change             

I don’t really remember why.

At least it’s funny.

Funni

Of course, of course.

Why didn’t I think of that           

But what if the one the next year has anti-shooting armor?             

That’s why I’m asking??